Lady gagA

The Monsterous beautY that I am in love with.

Stefani joanne angelina germanottA born march 28th 1986.

New yorK

She described her academic life in high school as "very dedicated, very studious, very disciplined" but also "a bit insecure" as she told in an interview, "I used to get made fun of for being either too provocative or too eccentric, so I started to tone it down. I didn't fit in, and I felt like a freak.

Left-handed (same as me) Lady Gaga began playing the piano at the age of four, went on to write her first piano ballad at 13, and started to perform at open mike nights by the age of 14. 

She sharpened her songwriting skills while composing essays and analytical papers on art, religion, social issues and politics including a thesis on pop artists Spencer Tunick and Damien Hirst; such research prepared her for her future career focus in "music, art, sex and celebrity.

"Once you learn how to think about art, you can teach yourself," she said.

She stated that "Today and every day we fight for freedom. We fight for justice. We beckon for compassion, understanding and above all we want full equality now"^. Lady Gaga revealed that she is often questioned why she dedicates herself to "gayspeak" and "how gay" she is, to which, she told the audience: "Why is this question, why is this issue so important? My answer is: I am a child of diversity, I am one with my generation, I feel a moral obligation as a woman, or a man, to exercise my revolutionary potential and make the world a better place." She then joked: "On a gay scale from 1 to 10, I'm a Judy Garland fucking 42.

I don't really know what to say about her. There are too many words.

She makes you think. People don't like her and they say she is weird but the only thing she is , is herself. you don't need to hate someone just because of the way they dress or of an opinion or a belief you just need to accept that that is who they are and they are happy. So I guess I can say I love her for that. She inspires others to do what they are passionate or even do what makes them happy in any aspect and that is why she has become this sensation today. Her style makes me weak at the knees. It also makes me want to dress for the catwalk that is everywhere. The world.. When StefanI told the world the reasons for the meat dress it made me realise she is here to make a difference.

 "It's certainly no disrespect to anyone that's vegan or vegetarian… it's [saying], 'If we don't stand up for what we believe in, if we don't fight for our rights, pretty soon we're going to have as much rights as the meat on our bones.'"

I mean it's true. Isn't it. Nothing will happen unless we make it happen. 

Yesterday is historY

Tomorrow is a mysterY

Today is a gifT

That is why they call it the presenT

This is when I evolve into the person I want to be. This time I will pursue it. I have to. I need too. I don't care of any obstacles in my way, I will conquer it. She inspires me with every word. I can't stop listenig to her. Everything has a meaning. I am making a difference to myself. I can feel the motivation pumping through my veins like it isn't a choice it's a must. A must to be consumed by Determination, Motivation, Compassion. By the second album The fame monsteR Lady gagA was in a massive debt that I don't think anyone would have imagined. £3,000,000. Yep I know. This is how much the debt was. Lady gagA (stefani) spent all her money, time to be successful in her passion. She had no choice but to do this and have the determination to be able to pay back the debt and to be Mother monsteR. You don't realise how much b*llshit people have to go through to live their dream. 

 

TEETH

Don’t be scared, I’ve done this before, Show me your teeth, Don’t want no money, That shit’s is ugly, Just want your sex , Take a bit of my bad girl meat , Take a bite my me, Show me your teeth, Let me see your mean, Got no direction (no direction), I need direction, Just got my vamp (got my vamp), Take a bite of my bad girl meat, Take a bit of me boy, Show me your teeth, The truth is sexy, Tell me something that’ll save me, I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright), Just tell me when it’s alright, Tell me something that’ll change me, Got no salvation (no salvation), Got no salvation, Got nor religion (no religion), My religion is you, Take a bite of my bad girl meat (bad girl meat), Take a bit of me boy, Show me your teeth, I’m a tough bitch,Got my addictions (my addictions), And I love to fix ‘em (and I love to fix ‘em), No one’s perfect, Take a bite of my bad girl meat (bad girl meat), Take a bit of me boy, Show me your teeth, I just need a little guidance, Tell me something that’ll save me, I need a man who makes me alright (man who makes me alright), Just tell me when it’s alright, Tell me something that’ll change me, I’m gonna love you with my hand tied, My religion is you, My religion is you, Help need a man, Now show me your fangs (my religion is you), Help need a man, Now show me your fangs (my religion is you), Help need a man, Now show me your fangs, Tell me something that’ll save me, I need a man who makes me alright , Just tell me it’s alright, Tell me something that’ll change me, I’m gonna love you with my hands tied, Show me your teeth, Just tell me when, Show me your teeth, Open your mouth boy, Show me whatcha got, Show me your teeth, It’s not how big, it’s how mean, Show me your teeth, Open your mouth boy, Show me your teeth, My religion is you, Show me your teeth, I just need a little guidance
Show me your teeth

Everything that is underlined is what i think of you stefani.
This is one of my favourite songs by Lady gagA.
Along with

DISCO HEAVEN

Get back, bunny, It's getting cold in here little honey, We got a show to put on your dress, Take a minute for us and relax, relax, Cupid's got me, oh with his bow & arrow, baby, He'll hit you in the pants, hot pants, Get the people to dance and relax, relax, Oh the lights still on, we're dancing, Yeah the floor is shaking, In this disco heaven, Disco heaven, Throw your head back, girly, Throw it like those girls in the movies, We got a show to put on your dress, Take a minute for us and relax, relax, The ball is turning, 300 mirrors burning, Through the hearts of the crowd, In the back hipsters banging the track, To the music, the music, Oh the lights still on, we're dancing, Yeah the floor is shaking, In this disco heaven, Oh the lights still on, we're dancing, Yeah the floor is shaking, In this disco heaven, Disco heaven, Oh we got that disco, D-I-S-C-O, And we're in heaven, H-E-A-V-E-N, Disco heaven, Feels just like heaven, Disco heaven, Disco heaven, Line up for the dance, Yeah bring those fancy pants, Y'know there's disco in the air, And hairspray everywhere, A disco heaven, Disco heaven, Oh the lights still on, we're dancing, Yeah the floor is shaking, In this disco heaven, Disco heaven, Oh the lights still on, we're dancing, Yeah the floor is shaking, In this disco heaven,

Disco heaven

I remember the first time I heard this on my way to work when I was running on a film. I was hooked to it. As soon as I could I downloaded it straight onto my iPod and that was my song that I woke up to, The song that will remind me of that film. That song made my memory beautiful. It makes me feel determined, to go somewhere or do something without fear.

Friday 13th January 2012

I thought about Stefani today. Like any other day when I think about her. She makes me push forward. Makes me think how far you have to go to live your fantasies. I attended my first class for contemporary at Pineapple dance and I forgot my greatest love. My passion. Dance. My motivation came from me. But my passion and love for her made it stronger and made it a must to get back in the game. I don't think I have ever been so certain about something or someone in my 19 years of life. I know you might be thinking 'nah your still young' but I think anyone can fall in love no matter who you are or what age. Love isn't something that comes with age, its an emotion. A kid can love there mom dad brother/sister friends.... So why not anyone. I have had one love. My first. Helena. I saw her walk into the parkand I knew right then and there that I would be with her. That feeling of being so sure secretly made it happen. I fell in love with her right then and there. She was and still is so beautiful. Them eyes that I would always fall into. Her nose that I loved when she scrunched it up. everything. 

Stefani (Lady gagA) is the same. I am so sure of my emotion, attraction, passion towards her will not dissolve into nothingness. It will keep growing. It sometimes hurts to know that there are millions of other people feeling the same way and that it is hard to accept that nothing will ever happen, all I want for her is to be happy. Because in my eyes she doesn't deserve the world. She deserves the galaxy and stars to go with the world. 

I'm a free bitch.

My love stefani this is for yoU
x