This is emotion. This is the definition. Is a definition of something always right though? Is that all it is? Or can it be something that you cannot describe but that it is only in your head?
I feel the american bedroom with the girl wishing on her dreams to come true.
I am that girl.
Looking out of the window wondering when she (i) will let go.
I want to become perfection in your eyes.
I want to be real
I want to be true
I don't want to be scared
Where has the cage come from?
American??
I see the sunset on a hill in America.
On a road like the ones with trams running over them.
I can't see.!
I feel lost.
More than motivation =
No choice in the matter
Wrapped up
Aching
Tear it up!!
I (she) look in the reflection of the mirror
Analysis?
Of what?
Appearance or mind or body
OR
All???
Music doesn't sound the same.
Becoming a story I can't help but create in my mind
I can smell the sea.
Surfing = taking a risk
How?
= cacooning ones self in the cellophane waves but to never feel more free in the flowing liquid that never stops moving.
My tears...now
They have become the ocean I am surfing
Stop!
I want passion to become reality
-
That word. That word I need to replace. Love.
If you were to replace the word
Love
What would it be?
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
The shoes. The legs. The skin.
Replaced.
I am the prototype that is being experimented with. She is the finished product of what I want to become.
Speech is powerful
Convincing is harder.
To wish.....
To be.....
Get there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
find that information you need-
Be the prop, the toy, the model
That everybody •••••
Am I trying too hard? Am I dumb? Is she playing? Or hiding because she can't?? She wants to.... That is what I think....I want to know her more. But she is hard to work.
Do I feel uncomfortable?
Or am I scared? Scared of talking?
I don't know....
These people are cool but the sort that don't need NEW people in there life...
Do I stay or do I go?
What was I thinking
I am feeling very emotional.
I want somebody!
Beautiful, funny , caring, passionate, honest, committed....
BECOME THE PERSON YOU DREAM OF! ! !
Never scared to be different!
Do you ever get that feeling where all your emotions are going wild at once and you don't know which one to choose? Or feel like you just need to get away but don't know where? Or you feel lonely but don't know who to tell...? I am at home not knowing how to do or be any of these... I just want to walk. Somewhere.
Why are you at a stand still? Plan. Don't do nothing. That is the year you begin your life. Get your monologues. Road. Metamorphosis. Shakespeare. Auditions! Find! Dance! Do what you love. Don't stop thinking it is impossible.
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says I'm possible
Audrey Hepburn
Believe in your passion and make your dreams become a reality. You are the one to make your life perfection. You are perfection in yourself. The time is now to act, to do, to pursue. Stop holding back and explode your imagination across the blank canvas that will become your life. It's all yours if you want it x
I wish I was beautiful. I wish I felt happy. I wish I could be in my dreams. I wish.
Don't take me for some fucking mug. I won't be messed around anymore by people who think I am smaller than them...
Fuck off!
I don't know how I am feeling right now.
Blank.
Do I want to be alone? I do not know. She inspires me with every word Lgaga. I can't stop listening to her, everything has a meaning.
Blank.
That is the best way to describe how I am feeling right now.
Blank.
Do I feel more? I pour myself into the pages that my emotion has become stained upon.
That is all I have to give. Until the next cellophane cacooning wave of tears/emotion that I carry.
Self destructive...
I am not going to lose this. This is when I Evolve into the person I want to be.... This time I will pursue it. I have to. I need to. I don't care of any obstacle that comes in my way. I will conquer it...
Blah, I don't know what I am feeling. I seem to feel like this a lot recently
I am that girl.
Looking out of the window wondering when she (i) will let go.
I want to become perfection in your eyes.
I want to be real
I want to be true
I don't want to be scared
Where has the cage come from?
American??
I see the sunset on a hill in America.
On a road like the ones with trams running over them.
I can't see.!
I feel lost.
More than motivation =
No choice in the matter
Wrapped up
Aching
Tear it up!!
I (she) look in the reflection of the mirror
Analysis?
Of what?
Appearance or mind or body
OR
All???
Music doesn't sound the same.
Becoming a story I can't help but create in my mind
I can smell the sea.
Surfing = taking a risk
How?
= cacooning ones self in the cellophane waves but to never feel more free in the flowing liquid that never stops moving.
My tears...now
They have become the ocean I am surfing
Stop!
I want passion to become reality
-
That word. That word I need to replace. Love.
If you were to replace the word
Love
What would it be?
••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
The shoes. The legs. The skin.
Replaced.
I am the prototype that is being experimented with. She is the finished product of what I want to become.
Speech is powerful
Convincing is harder.
To wish.....
To be.....
Get there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
find that information you need-
Be the prop, the toy, the model
That everybody •••••
Am I trying too hard? Am I dumb? Is she playing? Or hiding because she can't?? She wants to.... That is what I think....I want to know her more. But she is hard to work.
Do I feel uncomfortable?
Or am I scared? Scared of talking?
I don't know....
These people are cool but the sort that don't need NEW people in there life...
Do I stay or do I go?
What was I thinking
I am feeling very emotional.
I want somebody!
Beautiful, funny , caring, passionate, honest, committed....
BECOME THE PERSON YOU DREAM OF! ! !
Never scared to be different!
Do you ever get that feeling where all your emotions are going wild at once and you don't know which one to choose? Or feel like you just need to get away but don't know where? Or you feel lonely but don't know who to tell...? I am at home not knowing how to do or be any of these... I just want to walk. Somewhere.
Why are you at a stand still? Plan. Don't do nothing. That is the year you begin your life. Get your monologues. Road. Metamorphosis. Shakespeare. Auditions! Find! Dance! Do what you love. Don't stop thinking it is impossible.
Nothing is impossible, the word itself says I'm possible
Audrey Hepburn
Believe in your passion and make your dreams become a reality. You are the one to make your life perfection. You are perfection in yourself. The time is now to act, to do, to pursue. Stop holding back and explode your imagination across the blank canvas that will become your life. It's all yours if you want it x
I wish I was beautiful. I wish I felt happy. I wish I could be in my dreams. I wish.
Don't take me for some fucking mug. I won't be messed around anymore by people who think I am smaller than them...
Fuck off!
I don't know how I am feeling right now.
Blank.
Do I want to be alone? I do not know. She inspires me with every word Lgaga. I can't stop listening to her, everything has a meaning.
Blank.
That is the best way to describe how I am feeling right now.
Blank.
Do I feel more? I pour myself into the pages that my emotion has become stained upon.
That is all I have to give. Until the next cellophane cacooning wave of tears/emotion that I carry.
Self destructive...
I am not going to lose this. This is when I Evolve into the person I want to be.... This time I will pursue it. I have to. I need to. I don't care of any obstacle that comes in my way. I will conquer it...
Blah, I don't know what I am feeling. I seem to feel like this a lot recently
My head is exploding. I want to cry!!! Or curl up and go to sleep. My dreams are the places that I love, that I live.
I have to make it. Inspire. Don't regret the things you didn't do. Just take the risks to see the consequences. I am making a difference to myself. I can feel the energy of motivation pumping through my veins like it isn't a choice it's a must. My body evolves into what I am to become. It's changing into the monstrous beauty that I will one day be whole. I will be the perfection I dream of. I will be. Me. This sound I hear that makes me believe i am capable because well... I am.
Find a way to touch the sky.
Reach for the stars. Grab as many as you can. If you miss one grab a cloud instead.
Never scared to be different............. I thrive to be different. I thrive to experiment. I thrive to be unique.
I say I thrive to be different without thinking someone else is thinking the same. We are individuals with the same purpose. If only we could all be different.
I am a dreamer!
Religion.
What is religion.
I have to make it. Inspire. Don't regret the things you didn't do. Just take the risks to see the consequences. I am making a difference to myself. I can feel the energy of motivation pumping through my veins like it isn't a choice it's a must. My body evolves into what I am to become. It's changing into the monstrous beauty that I will one day be whole. I will be the perfection I dream of. I will be. Me. This sound I hear that makes me believe i am capable because well... I am.
Find a way to touch the sky.
Reach for the stars. Grab as many as you can. If you miss one grab a cloud instead.
Never scared to be different............. I thrive to be different. I thrive to experiment. I thrive to be unique.
I say I thrive to be different without thinking someone else is thinking the same. We are individuals with the same purpose. If only we could all be different.
I am a dreamer!
Religion.
What is religion.
You are the only exception.....
Thinking of you. Amazing girl that you once was. Today 2 years: how far have we come. 18th January 2010
The only way is forward. To move forward emotionally, physically, mentally. I see my path and the light at the end of my tunnel. Those brights lights. There is no time to stop. What you start today you must finish today. Wake up everyday with positive attitude And act like each second that goes by is the last. Your breath is your inspiration.
I'll return to deliver
Nearly isn't enough
Emotion.....................
It captivates me in it's presence and I can't let go. It takes over my body, nothing else matters. I dream. Of light. Sound. Colour. You. Me. Here. There. I cannot help but to hold on. My addiction is my emotion. I can't have a that will do. My addiction is intense. It runs to the pores of my skin. I cannot handle it. Emotion.
My goosebumps are going wild with love. Inspire. Keep listening!
I want to change. I want to be fearless. I don't want my heart spread so thin I have nothing left to respect myself.
I don't want to grow old not knowing I didn't make a difference to the world. I want to be remembered for something beautiful. I want to believe that when I grow old I have another day of happiness. Another day to be proud. I don't want to hold back anymore. I want to be there. In the films, helping the rights of all things, I want to love, I want to be a part of and I want to shape the world into a more beautiful place than it already is.
The only person you can ever truly let down is yourself. So don't. Never stoop low always be amazing. Make people believe you are perfection In yourself. Be truthful.
Thinking of you. Amazing girl that you once was. Today 2 years: how far have we come. 18th January 2010
The only way is forward. To move forward emotionally, physically, mentally. I see my path and the light at the end of my tunnel. Those brights lights. There is no time to stop. What you start today you must finish today. Wake up everyday with positive attitude And act like each second that goes by is the last. Your breath is your inspiration.
I'll return to deliver
Nearly isn't enough
Emotion.....................
It captivates me in it's presence and I can't let go. It takes over my body, nothing else matters. I dream. Of light. Sound. Colour. You. Me. Here. There. I cannot help but to hold on. My addiction is my emotion. I can't have a that will do. My addiction is intense. It runs to the pores of my skin. I cannot handle it. Emotion.
My goosebumps are going wild with love. Inspire. Keep listening!
I want to change. I want to be fearless. I don't want my heart spread so thin I have nothing left to respect myself.
I don't want to grow old not knowing I didn't make a difference to the world. I want to be remembered for something beautiful. I want to believe that when I grow old I have another day of happiness. Another day to be proud. I don't want to hold back anymore. I want to be there. In the films, helping the rights of all things, I want to love, I want to be a part of and I want to shape the world into a more beautiful place than it already is.
The only person you can ever truly let down is yourself. So don't. Never stoop low always be amazing. Make people believe you are perfection In yourself. Be truthful.
They invest in work days that start and finish in the dark. Without sunlight it creates darkness in the mind as well. When this happens no love is let out only corruption of money that takes over our humanity. I can never become this. People were created as beautiful creatures to unite love and peace, as one tribe, even with the animal kingdom, the plants, we are one! My heart weeps. Weeps for love, passion, dreams. My patience wears thin. I imagine myself there. I realise that is my outcome. I struggle to know it is going to take a lot. Take time. I am willing more than either of us can think of. For myself and for my love. Typical how I am falling in love with the worlds most beautiful mesmerising captivating girl in the world. Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta x
Frustration. Frustration of being lonely. All the time mentally and physically. When am I ever with someone. I feel towards these people but know that I will never get the chance to be with them. My brain is asking too many questions. Silence. Is all I ask. Sleep peacefully. Feeling slightly strange. Lonely to he exact. I am With people but feel like there is noone. Uncomfortable. Home sweet home. That place. That place I want to be. I can not take this.
Love sucks! My heart just pierced through and got smacked.. I am that stupid to hold onto somebody I didn't know. I feel like the idiot that gets played. Why! I just went emotionless and have no idea what to think. I give up. I don't want too. But what is the point.
You look at her, she looks back, she walks away. Do you ever think what could of happened if you spoke to her? What if. You imagine your Life with her in it. There. With you. How beautiful it all seems. Don't you want to forget?
It takes a quiet mind to see clearly though the rippled water. I want to feel secure, like I don't have to worry about how much money I have left. Don't have to worry about where my next hug is coming from. Don't have to worry about my job or future because I know it is going to turn out exactly how I want it too. I have to work hardto get the dream I want and I am scared that I am going to fail.
Be
MonsterousbeautY
This is emotion in my head. This is my definition.
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